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Saturday, November 22, 2003

i lost my earring!!! argh!! my $18 earring... the nice nice one... sighs...

haha.. but i didnt bother looking for it.. haha

yesterday was Fantastic!! i had a great time.. yeaHHhH..

fist we went down to S.O.S.. and there we like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo many pple at the dance floor... We had NO place to dance... hha.. we were moVIng to the music instead of DAnCing.. wahahha..seriously..

so, bout 11.45pm.. we decided to get our asses down to MonKs.. haha.. i mean.. it's cheap wat.. and like 12 am.. everybody just started dancing.... and ther's like BOuND to have space to dance.. right??

yeah..

everybody seemed so friendly last night.. i thnk i smiled to at least 5 ppl when i was in the toilet.. then i asked a bung if she needed toilet paper.. asked another one to help me find my earring..cause she overheard my conversation with jillene...

man.. it wasa fun.. danced and danced and danced.. haha..jillene was crazy last night.. she was SupER can.. hha.. she was really enjoying herself lor.. haha......

hey jillene..su an, mel, kaylii, dyan,shui yi.. erm... pamela, karen and shirlin (haha..if u guys can read this)... thanks for being there last night okae!! i really enjoyed the time sent with u guys!! haha..seriously.. it was fantastic!!

see you people next saturday yar.. wahahhaha..

oh yah jillene baby.. thanks for the drinks k!!! :)

i loVe YOuUuUu.. *muaHhHhh*

zenna boxed the green apple at 11:23:00 AM

Friday, November 21, 2003

Lancing tonightttttt!!

haha..
this is getting habitual man...

yeah..totally..like pratically every friday.. haha

S.O.S!! woohoo...

finally.. a change of environment..yeah...

and next week it'll be embassy!!! woohoOoOOoOO...

zenna boxed the green apple at 12:47:00 PM

same thing people...

right click. encoding. autoselect. unicode

恋上(另)一个人

忽然一场阵雨世界缩为屋檐你熟悉的侧脸

回头就在眼前一分神丢了手里烟坠落了

燃烧的岁月让画面再接回从前省略了

昨天的昨天后来的你好吗有比较快乐吗

我应该高兴吧却又说不上话雨打湿

你右边的肩泪滑过我左边的脸这就是

唯一的关联当爱是仓促的句点你曾是

我吻过我爱过也伤过拥有过却错过的情人

这样太残忍你现在 总是刻意保持陌生

你吻过你爱过也恨过拥抱过却犯错的情人

我不能过问没权利再问他是否对的人

后来的你好吗有比较快乐吗我应该高兴吧

却又说不上话我们是两条平行线再没有

任何交叉点只留下心酸的感觉当爱是仓促的句点

你吻过你爱过也恨过拥抱过却犯错的情人

我不能过问没权利再问他是怎样的人

非要等到爱远走分两头才知道多不舍你走

留在午夜梦回醉掏了心伤心对自己说

非要等到爱远走分两头才知道谁都怕寂寞

一直有句话要说你是我今生今世的守候

你吻过你爱过也恨过拥抱过却犯错的情人

我不能过问 是我先转身爱上了错的人

zenna boxed the green apple at 11:01:00 AM

Thursday, November 20, 2003

im feeling like a time bomb.. just waitin for the right time to explode.

there's confusion, anger, questions,sadness, pek cek-ness all wrapped up inside me.

im going crazy.

maybe i already am.

zenna boxed the green apple at 12:45:00 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

im tired.

im tired of everything..

shucks.

im tired of thinking.

zenna boxed the green apple at 3:09:00 AM

Guilty
>>>Blue

I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I've found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
I only want you to believe

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty

I wanna give you all the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other guy
I never wanted to live a lie

If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty

Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
Then I'm guilty

zenna boxed the green apple at 3:00:00 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

sighss... this phase of my life has been so difficult man...

why am i always getting myself into shit?

why??

why did it have to start in the first place??

why did it end so suddenly???

why dont u bother???

why did maisy step in??

why did she find a girlfriend so soon?

why is ashley so fucked up?

why is she so bitchy?

why am i interested in shirlin but can seem to move on??

why is shirlin doing this??

why do flashes of you keep appearing in my mind??

why do i feel that u're pissed with me??

why cant i go Lancing this wed??

why dont i have money??

why am i so pathetic???

why am i so fat??

why am i feeling like this??

zenna boxed the green apple at 1:33:00 AM

Monday, November 17, 2003

im so bored at home!!!
arGhHhH

meeting jillene, shui yi, ming wei,ah mah..chris nd a few others for steamboat later..

yeah..
where else?? marina lor.. yup...

i wanna go cut my hair.. i think i'llbe dyeing my hair either orange or purple soon..
wait till ive got money..

yup.. im gonna buy the cheap cheap 14.90 hair dye.. yeah

okae then.. update u guys again..

i am pissed with ash.. she cant accept facts man..

i owe her a slap.. haha

zenna boxed the green apple at 4:31:00 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2003

im the selfless lover and told shirlin to try getting back with ashley..

sighs....

aiyah...since ash's trying so hard.. give her a chance lar..

then maybe that'll shut her up..

yeah...

so yeah..

like dat lor..

i dun wanna be selfish too..although she says she'll wait for me.. she'll wait for me to sort myself out...i told her i cannot let her do it.. or at least i must let her know...

told her i myself also dunno wat i want...

i know im interested in her.. but it hasnt reached the 'i wanna be with u' stage yet..

i mean like.. i know what i want.. like what i must be doing.. but doing it is another..

can i really fall for her and put in 100 percent?? i dunno..

i told her this time round im really taking it slowly... and she knows that i CANNOT TAKE ANOTHER BLOW anymore...haha...

yeah.. 10 days.. in 10 days.. we'll know then...

sighs..

argh..

i dunno..

im pathetic. im scared. im afraid. im lost.

its like.. i feel as though i dunno how to fall in love already.. she says the sweetest stuff.. but.. sighs.. i cant seem to be falling..

zenna boxed the green apple at 11:50:00 PM

Lancing on on friday was fun!!

yeahHhH.. so niceEEEee...

Lanced till my heart's content man!!

so fun....

stayed over at su an's place... rolled around on the bed,used the com..haha.. basically was just slacking till around 9.30pm then went 85 ofr dinner/supper..

met SHIRliN just now around 11.45pm...under my house's void deck and just got home...

that was how my saturday was spent..

*oh yah... YOU walked pass monks last friday??? haha.. didnt see you...

zenna boxed the green apple at 12:54:00 AM